Well here I am writing in my journal once again. Lets see what has happened so far? Not a damn thing I will tell you that much. Well I called rolando today, didn’t really say much, not a total surprise. here’s what we talked about.
I told him what has he been up to and how he was doing, He said fine, and nothing much, because nothing ever changes. He goes damn its been hot over here lately, I go really over here its been raining a whole lot. He’s like over here its very humid I was ah that’s got to suck, he’s like yup it does.
I told him I got my acceptance letter from Uvalde and another letter from the financial aid saying well they were going to give me close to 6,000 dollars, well 2,000 and some for semester. Know what I mean? He’s like that’s nice. I go yeah.
Then I told him what my sister had been doing with my clothes, you know hiding it and packing it, lol he goes why where are you going, I go I am not going no where, he goes then why is she doing that? I go I have no idea, she must like them that much. Ha Ha. I go so she says she is going to run away again, he goes with your man from San Antonio? I go man SHUT UP. I should have never told you about that day. Don’t know what I am talking about? I posted a journal entree on I think it was April 5th. Read it if you want.
Well anyways, he’s like weren’t you suppose to go with some guy (meaning him) I was like nooooooo, what are you talking about? He’s like oh so you forgot huh, I go I have no idea what you are talking about. He’s like you forgot. I go no I dint forget. Then later on he’s like so when are you going to start packing? I go umm what? He goes when are you going to start packing? I’m like I don’t know. He goes I bet you forgot all about it right? I go no not really.
Later on into the conversation he goes, what do you think of me? What are your feelings towards me? I go well, I really don’t know. He oh yeah. I’m like yeah, he goes yeah me too. Yeah right I know that wasn’t what he was going to say, but I think he got awitado and he told me the same thing I told him. He goes I bet you don’t even think about me or remember me do you? I go why do you say that? He goes well you don’t tell me anything anymore. I go well what do you want me to tell you, he’s like nada, never mind. I know exactly what he wanted me to tell him, but I couldn’t do it. I would try you know just not to hurt him but all that came out was me laughing.
He asked who was at my house, I told him my dad my little sister, my little brother, my nephew and my older sister. He goes what are they doing, I go they are all in the front of the house, my older sister is drinking and the rest are playing basketball in the front. He goes man you telling me that your sister is drinking makes me want to drink. I go what happened to “ I am not going to drink anymore” He goes its just one beer, I go yeah and after that one its just going to be one more right. He’s like well what else do you want me to do. I go I don’t know. He goes when you come visit me I am going to stop drinking, I go yeah right your not going to stop. He starts to laugh. He kept asking and asking when I was going to start packing. He asked me that so many times. My phone needed to charge and I told him I would call him some other day. Before we hung up, he like yeah your going to go party and go out with your boyfriend ALEX, I was Alex, you know what anyways forget it. He goes well Erica it was nice talking to you this evening, tell Billy Bob and Billy Joe I might be paying Texas a visit, I just laughed, I was thinking man first jenn now him. I ok well I better let you go because this thing is going to hang up. He ok good I go night, and we hung up. What a sad conversation that was don’t you think? I might have left some stuff out sorry. Well I guess that’s all for now see ya!